There's things I wished to say deep in my heart.
@ Saturday, June 19, 2010 ; 9:23:00 AM | *TOP.
Somehow I feel really really really selfish.
For not letting go of someone when I know he may not be mine.
I really wish he would stay.
But its impossible, cause I know one day he would leave eventually.
For like what people says,
"Whats yours will never be taken away from you, but if whats not yours it will be taken away by all means."
Love seriously sucks.
Cause it can take you to heaven and bring you deep down to hell too.
Especially, when the person you love have to leave you.
That feeling is unbearable.
Yes,
I wish he can stay with me forever.
But what if cant?
I have to let go too.
I promised to wait.
And I will.
That timeline, when its up I will leave.
No matter how heartpain am I, I will have to.
Cause this type of things cannot be force.
16 letters; 2 meanings, have become to 31 letters; 3 meanings.