What's wrong?
@ Wednesday, January 26, 2011 ; 10:04:00 PM | *TOP.
Seriously, whats wrong!
I just want a normal relationship.
SIMPLE & EASY. Is it so hard?
Things worsen today.
I don't feel like saying here.
Its totally making me going mad soon.
No sleep, restless to school.
When can all this stop?
Seriously! I wanna it stop as soon as possible.
But can it?
Haahhah.
Struggle.
@ Tuesday, January 25, 2011 ; 10:14:00 PM | *TOP.
Hi all I'm here to post.
School late today and lesson ended early.
Well thats not the main point I wanna post today.
I just wanna let all things out here.
I'm feeling that all I give to him was stress and unhappiness.
I don't think I even give a thought of how he feels and all.
I feel that I'm selfish.
Really selfish, by making only myself happy.
Whereas, he? I make him suffer.
He's been trying hard, yet all I gave was coldness and all to him.
Things that happen today, I won't let him know if I regret.
Even if I did regret, I will never say.
Things related to him I will only kept to myself and no one else will know about it.
I mean it. NO ONE!
hais.
I think I go rest le.
Had nose bleeding just now.
& he still care despite what had happen.
I seriously don't know what to say.
Just kinda disappointed in myself for treating an relationship.
Cause the way I treat it is like shit.
Enough said.
Sleep early and prepare for tomorrow communication module formal.
Last formal....
For him.
@ Sunday, January 23, 2011 ; 11:14:00 PM | *TOP.
Hi all.
Im here blogging using my iphone. Lol!!!
So not use to it.
Ya. This is what i promised to post.
Wanted post using my iphone yet he tot i broke promised.
Haha. Nvm.
Boy, do u know iloveyou alot?
Quarrels and quarrels.
What really happen?
If he n her isnt in this world is it best for us?
Words u said just now.
Hais. Nvm. I will not bother with it.
Jokes.
These words been out in ur mouth so many times.
I also said it so many times.
Yet? Hais.
I really miss those days.
Where u wont mind my guy friends.
And where i also dun mind her at all.
But after that incident, i have to admit that i cant pretend her presence is not there.
Cause i experienced once and its enough.
I just mind her alot.
I just dun wan my rls with u fail again just because of her.
230 days le. I want it be forever.
Though u keep say u wont choose her le.
But im not confidence enough.
Really not confidence enough.
我真的好想回到 the day we got together.
Can we????
If LIFE has NO STRESS at all.
@ Saturday, January 22, 2011 ; 12:02:00 AM | *TOP.
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| Life is a tragic. Recently had not been good turns with my hubby. Seriously don't know why we are like that... Shall not say more here though.. Lets start from yesterday. Yesterday had creative concept module. Yea, its field trip and it was at town. Problem statement of the day was, taking 26 pictures that represent Singapore from A to Z. Nice eh! Took alot pictures alot cannot pass the requirements. Cause it must be only in Singapore and only Singapore has it. -.- Today had DMA module. Miracle that I'm early today. Cause I slept at 3am and woken up at 4am. Thanks to my gastric making me unable to sleep. :\ Which is equals to I no sleep at all. HAHAHAH! Yea, learnt dreamweaver today, html. :) Its kinda easy just that the aligning can be irritating. I haven't finish though. Thinking everything tomorrow then do. :) Ok luhs. Shall end here. Ciao. |
Moodless.
@ Wednesday, January 19, 2011 ; 8:41:00 PM | *TOP.
MOODLESS!
Argh! Damn all things.
FML!
Imma here to post!
@ Tuesday, January 18, 2011 ; 9:22:00 PM | *TOP.
Ok. This post was demanded by my dumb hubby.
LOL!!!
Today in school got shocked by Martin again!
& its twice.
Damn him!
I sure will revenge on it one day and scare euu back sia.
Euu heng my chips didn't fly onto ur face.
-.-
Ytd wasn't a pleasant day with my dear though.
But now we're ok already.
Right right. :)
Hehehe!
Currently I'm finding job luhs.
So I can work on my holidays and not rot at home and got naggings from my mum man!
:\ But I don't wanna go back to sales line.
Maybe try something new? :)
老公我爱你哦。
我们别再这样子了啦。
我要开开心心的我们。
我不要我们任何一个人不开心的。
070610 Since this date I promised already.
Hope you still remember what I promised.
Screw UT today!
@ Monday, January 17, 2011 ; 8:49:00 PM | *TOP.
The above song is nice. :)
Saw from Limin's fb.
He become handsome le siol!
Hahahhas. I love the way he sing song.
Ok. Today formal day. LOL!
Combine class with SOH.
Look machaim like STA vs SOH sia. LOL!!!
One arts school and the other is hospitaility school.
Laugh.
Its quite ok luhs.
Well today UT is screwed up. :)
I want a retest.
My class like all only do 3 things out of the list they want us to do with the picture using illustrator.
I seriously want retest sia!
My daily grade all B then UT1 I got A.
I don't want my UT2 to screw up.
FK IT.
Formal & UT2 again tomorrow.
@ Sunday, January 16, 2011 ; 11:20:00 PM | *TOP.
Hey people. :)
Went out with mummy and sister today.
Bought clothes. :)
But CNY clothes haven buy yet.
Planning to buy with Minhui on the 29th and 30th. :)
Well tomorrow gotta be in formal cos its entrepreneurship module.
&& worst is my last 3 UTs all in my formal days!
FML!
Tomorrow DMA UT.
It will be tested on illustrator.
EASY LIKE HELL LA!
:)
Ok. Gotta end here.
Meeting Kimberly and QianRong at 6.20am. :)
:)
@ Saturday, January 15, 2011 ; 11:22:00 PM | *TOP.
Here to update.
:)
Done with all my flash assignment and RJ.
Happy.
New layout of my blog.
Credit done to hubby and ME too!
LOL!!!!!
Well today quarrel with baby.
Yea, nearly broke again.
But thankfully got Radley uhhs. :)
hehe.
iloveyou hubby.
Last Day Of School Of The Week. :)
@ Friday, January 14, 2011 ; 8:54:00 PM | *TOP.
Hey people!
Hehehe!
Imma here to post.
Today late for school.
Thanks to my damn iphone alarm never ring!
Reach class then remembered that my main faci is coming back to take us for 2 weeks!
I like the way he teach and my class love him too!
However, he was too stressed with those year 3 people who are chionging their FYP.
Thus, he drop my class but still give us extra lesson. :)
Yea, its DMA module today and Flash again of cos.
Used actionscript is it damn easy.
I thought was like how difficult it was but it wasn't. :)
Went to break at koufu with classmates.
When walking back to class.
I was scared by Martin Chng!
Kns him!! Scare me twice le sia!
Heng sia him I nearly drank my hot drink.
Or else he die for sure!
LOL..
School ended at 12pm but me and my classmates stayed till 4pm then we leave.
Played audition is school.
&& I found out alot of my classmates play audition. LOL!!!
Planning to play with them later on. hehe.
Martin is a finger retard man. LOL!!!
He keep miss! Laugh my ass out man.
Ok luhs. Shall end here.
Gonna add in sound to my flash and I'm done!
RJ I shall leave it till tomorrow then do.
Since deadline for submission is till tomorrow 11:59pm.
Thats what I like about my DMA module. :)
Below is what I'm gonna put in.
Recommended by my lovelove. :)
Cos I want instrumental music. :P
Thanks hubby!
I'm Tongue Tied.
@ Wednesday, January 12, 2011 ; 8:36:00 PM | *TOP.
Tongue Tied - Faber Drive.
Here to update.
Had Communication UT just now.
It was damn easy, like as if free marks.
Now say easy, later the result like shit I laugh.
Stayed back to do business plan with team but it was like awhile.
&& we decided to skip tomorrow creative concept module just to finish up our business plan.
Yea, the above MV has been repeating on my iphone just now when I was on the way home.
Felt like listening so I keep on repeat and hear.
hahahahs.
Know what?
I found that I'm afraid to lose be it anything.
I just don't want to lose.
Funny yea?
Last time I just heck care about losing or not.
Now? I fking care like one.
Maybe I hate the feel of losing le bahs?
hahaha!
Tiredness.
@ Saturday, January 8, 2011 ; 3:36:00 PM | *TOP.
潘瑋柏-我們都怕痛
Finally this song full version is out!
So gonna ask my hubby to help me cut and make it my ringtone. :)
Well say till him, he tomorrow then come back from cruise.
Miss him alot.
Open house recently and its sucks!
Seriously.
Well its over already.
:)
Monday UT for creative concept module.
&& the worst of all is I'm wearing formal that day and heels!
OMG! HEELS! Hell time for me. -.-
FK-ed UP TUESDAY.
@ Tuesday, January 4, 2011 ; 10:23:00 PM | *TOP.
Today is the worst day I ever had.
Like everybody is against me.
Went home from school at 6pm.
When travelling in bus 169, I saw something.
I saw a guy laying on the side of the road and an overturn motorcycle.
I think the guy is dead cause he wasn't moving.
1st time in my life I encounter this.
Is it bad to see it?
Cause after that things all change.
I won't say, but damn fk-ed up!
ESPECIALLY, my dad and sis.
Forget it.
Off to do my RJ.
At the touch of love...
@ Sunday, January 2, 2011 ; 1:13:00 PM | *TOP.
Hey people.
Imma here to post.
Had quarrel with my dear yesterday.
I feel that I own him alot..
But he don't mind.
I'm glad that he is understanding to me.
Though our temper are CMI.
LOL!
Well today its the last day of my holidays.
School is starting tomorrow.
Oh gosh.
Monday blue blue!
LOL!
Tuesday worst.
2nd day of school reopen I am already sitting for my UT.
What a arrange man.
Got my butt off from here.
Imma wanna watch movie from tudou already. :)
Happy 2011!
@ Saturday, January 1, 2011 ; 3:19:00 PM | *TOP.
Yea. Today its the 1st day of 2011. :)
Finally a new year.
&& The last year of my teen years.
I going 19 this year.
Time fly yea.
OMG!
I gonna have a 2 starting in my age soon.
School gonna start on Monday.
&& Monday blues again.
Cause its entrepreneur module.
Oh my.
I freaking hate that module to core!!!!!!!!