Struggle.
@ Tuesday, January 25, 2011 ; 10:14:00 PM | *TOP.
Hi all I'm here to post.
School late today and lesson ended early.
Well thats not the main point I wanna post today.
I just wanna let all things out here.
I'm feeling that all I give to him was stress and unhappiness.
I don't think I even give a thought of how he feels and all.
I feel that I'm selfish.
Really selfish, by making only myself happy.
Whereas, he? I make him suffer.
He's been trying hard, yet all I gave was coldness and all to him.
Things that happen today, I won't let him know if I regret.
Even if I did regret, I will never say.
Things related to him I will only kept to myself and no one else will know about it.
I mean it. NO ONE!
hais.
I think I go rest le.
Had nose bleeding just now.
& he still care despite what had happen.
I seriously don't know what to say.
Just kinda disappointed in myself for treating an relationship.
Cause the way I treat it is like shit.
Enough said.
Sleep early and prepare for tomorrow communication module formal.
Last formal....